LYRICS

christmas parties and all night fights / I remember you sweet-talking to me beneath the strung up lights / those days are gone now I know I had everything to do with that, because I've never been afraid of dying, never done much to avoid it / these memories still keep me up at night / on my way back from a place of no recovering / bleeding on my knuckles again / fighting a fight I can't win / broken teeth and broken nose and ten years at the bottom of a bottle / will you help me find my way back home / the halls in this place you can hear 'em scream / 'cause they had to watch and listen to the people and the voices of what they'd seen / I can't hear anything and all I can see / is a memory of your smile your necklace, pistol locket on a silver chain / hold on too tight, you'll lose everything / on my way back from a place of no recovering / bleeding on my knuckles again / fighting a fight I can't win / broken teeth and broken nose and ten years at the bottom of a bottle / will you help me find my way back home